NAPATSORN TREESAP

I left my suitcases, I left my plans
I broke into pieces, I felt my pain
I left my promises with midnight rain
I halved my hands without senses— and left that train

I craved for morning kisses, I craved for mourning pain 
I shaved for glamorous classes, I cut deep in vein
I held that same roses— some said I’m insane
I apologized for my defenses, I’m breaking again

I disappeared deadly in ages, I celebrated it with champagne 
I stopped by to see the corpses, I called them friends
I almost behaved like Nemesis, I bet I could restrain
I placed all my offenses, I’m not in your game

I framed all the sadnesses, I flamed all the names
I marked all the fences, I marked all the lanes 
I kept a million excuses, and that’s making me blamed 
I longed for bittersweetness, and that’s such a shame

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