NAPATSORN TREESAP

Seems like I can never get you out of my mind
Sadly how one person can make me feel alive 
But now I can’t even be brought back to life
Subdue my bluest days
My adorable garden of mine
I can’t undo our memories
I recall what it used to be
Never, never want to let it burn in my mind
My friends change the champagne to the handkerchief for me to cry
Never to reach, never to keep, never to make me believe 
I lost you
It keeps louder in the back of my mind
I ran back home to see you
Daily masquerade, I wish it was you
Still dancing with me in dreams and reality
Flashes all the memories and the meet-cute in my vein 
My shelter in the pouring rain abandoned me in the saddest way
Right here, in chapter 26 where I see myself cry
In front of the mirror, complaining about my life
Staircase of faith, A loveliest you and me 
The string attached now seems to not intertwine
The teary bedsheet without your touch 
Dryness in blue which you can’t ague
My sorrowful daydream drove me back to life saying
You’re the best dream I had and now I have to sacrifice
My letters to you will dive into my bittersweet fire mind
Now all the exciting moments will expire
Deeper, Sadder, Deadlier, everything I have to live in my mind
You’re the lost muse, the lost softest touch— I cry
No ego to me, no make me doubt, and no make me question why
Once in a million in this lifetime
I lost you my specialty, my soulful dreamland— I cry
I lost you, but you will never lost my love 
You deserve to have it, the kindest knight of my life
I choose you and that will never make me cry
I love you and I am glad it’s you who helps me through life
Whatever tough time I cry
I knew, you were and would be worth all the pain

 © 2024 Napatsorn Treesap