NAPATSORN TREESAP

I lost you before our first Polaroid was taken
I lost you completely my favorite prose and poetry 
Lost you all over me 
Before our first Valentine
I was left deadly like your old prestige town
Lost you before even getting a chance to kiss you somehow
Can we start again now?
Can we start to learn and get through each scars?
I love you, I know 
You stop saying it back
Guess I lost you before having a chance to kiss that dimple— Oh my
My heart’s heavy now
Left tears on me I miss how you hold me warm
My lost Peter, my lost those pretty brown eyes
My lost curly hair and that beautiful smile— Oh my
Can we start again?
Can we go back to that April 9?
Can we start again I promise we will be fine
And you don’t have to worry about any kinds
How’s life torture me just at 24 and 25? 
Oh no actually my whole life
I lost you— lost
Before even having a chance to kiss that lips 
Lost you before you have a chance to meet all my friends like you deserve 
Lost you before having a chance to hold your hands
Now who’s gonna warm you 
In those pouring rain
I’m now not the girl you bring to the aisle
Not the girl you will have first dance— I cry
2 kids and yes I’m not their mum— oh my
My lost dream was blown from my eyes
My empty room not filled with laugh
I lost you and I lost me— this makes me dead alive 
I hate losing you, hate seeing you with someone new
I love you and I know,
You’re not gonna say it back
All mysterious things I plan to have with you
Will address to the air that cannot breathe
I lost you in the rainy day but people can’t see me cry
I lost you and I’m deadly alive
My favorite angel with no ego alive
You’re the first one who never put that to mine
I lost you, and that’s making me cry 
I lost you, that’s making me deadly alive 
But I love you for life— 
    Just want you to know how much I care
    And hope you happy even without me
    My heart will beat for you here the same
    Every morning, every night, every time I cry
    Sai— that’s my name, hope you not forget
I love you for life— J. I love you.

 © 2024 Napatsorn Treesap